"I rarely get inspired since I don't see this world as a good place to live."
"Peace was never there for me since there's constant shit going on with me."
"If fantasy makes us happy, reality makes us real."
"Failure and anguish is inevitable. Why even try?"
"You can never really please anyone if they want you to do it constantly."
"Hope is like a bird sleeping on a snake."
"My smiles hide my true self since I'm already isolated."
"Everything is a one life, one chance game."
"Trial and error is my daily routine."
"Emotions should be trashed since they hold no value and possibly hold me back from my objective."
"As an artist, we must express ourselves in a way we might get accepted."

These are all my thoughts how I feel constantly. At least it's a luxury to have time to put those down.